Sunday, April 30, 2006

by the time i get to the end of this post i'll be sober

i realized tonight, stumbling down an alley somewhere in parkdale, drunk and somewhat lost, that i've been looking for an epiphany. in relationships, in school, in experiences. but it doesn't work like that.

things like: "like, life is not a binary, it's just a sliding scale" and "is it easier to move on when you are the one who was wronged?"

i've been having fucked up dreams lately, and it makes me behave inappropriately when i'm drunk, because my subconscious is just itching to spew it's filthy guts all over the innocent bystanders. dreams of being charged by indescribably hideous beasts, and the death of absolute truth, and lost loves.

my youthful idealism has finally kicked it and the only meaning i see is that meaning is fucking vomit on the's just pure random shit, that i, we, you, label as something bigger than it is. and maybe i'll just be ok if i stop trying to make vomit into something wonderful...

Monday, April 17, 2006


credit: flickr photographer noémi

silence is
a heaviness
on my eyelids
hiding the sighs
of a restless moon

breathe, sleep

Friday, April 14, 2006

she's gone...pineapples?

5am. 10 pages. 2,500 words left to write. leaving town in less than three hours.

fear i'm going fruity. wondering why i'm posting when i should be writing essay.

in unrelated news, i have sprouts! basil sprouts! of the purple variety! they're purplelicious!


Thursday, April 13, 2006

go team (you're cut)

two pages done and the discovery of billy blob.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

kidney failure at 4am

five cokes in, half a page written of fifteen page essay due on thursday, as of yet unstudied notes for final tomorrow strewn around the floor and i've decided that trying is for wieners

Tuesday, April 11, 2006


play with me

originally i was going to have this as a semi-permanent fixture on my blog, but it's just darn ugly -- until freeblogpoll fixes their pollmagic-making-machine, i'm going to stay away from polls on the blog

in other news, i'm super excited because i'm getting some pineapple sage so pretty butterflies will come to frolick in my backyard. booya! oh yeah, and one more week of undergrad.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

kiss the violets

kiss the violets

as they're waking up

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

do i still get paid?

at the risk of being a big copier, i made a commercial for the chevy apprentice contest...check it out. i consider it an acceptable use of satire. sra's and jason's were also excellent, though who knows how long it will be before chevy gets wise and takes them down.

in other news, i found this little gem. a very interesting thought...curators as meta-artists, creating context for artists who create context. très neat-O. i am so adding to my links.